Why

I do wanna know the answer of all questions begins with “Why”

Some people say, we wouldn’t know what is clear about that. I do believe there is some questions we finally know the answer, but some questions are left without answer. How to deal with it? To believe that life is fair because it is unfair to everyone.

An Amazing Road Trip in Early 2015

Taken around Ijen Crater via Bondowoso

February 4, 2015 

"I have found out that there ain't no surer way to find out whether you like people or hate them than to travel with them" -Mark Twain

We did a road trip February 2-6, 2015 to Banyuwangi. Got an amazing road trip with a great travel buddies. Thanks a lot to Adit, Luhung, and Royyan. (plus Naja, who let us stayed over at your boarding house and took us to travel around Malang)
Love them to the moon and never back YYYY

Berlari

Berlari mengejarmu dalam senja yang meninggalkan petang

Kau sesekali menoleh memberiku celah untuk tersenyum, tapi kau tetap berlari.

Terkadang aku lelah dan berhenti, kau terus berlari bahkan sampai mataku tak mampu menangkap bayangmu lagi.

Dipersimpangan mana mungkin kau akan berbelok. Lalu muncul lagi jauh di depanku, namun masih dalam batas pandangku.

Berhenti sejenak, kau mencoba mengoyak rasaku lewat senyummu. Dan membuatku semakin layu.

Dulu aku tidak akan pernah berharap kau bisa begitu, tapi kau kini terlanjur membuatku jatuh tersipu.

Kau tetap berlari, berlari dan kau tidak akan pernah merasa lelah. Kau bilang itu kesenanganmu.

Memang, kau tidak pernah memintaku untuk berlari dibelakangmu.

Memang, kau tidak pernah memberikan harapan atas kemenanganku.

Dan meman,g ini semua hanya salahku.

Aku yang membiarkanmu memandangku seolah kaulah pemegang kuasa atas rasaku.

Namun berlari, sudah menjadi riwayatku untukmu

Something Inevitable

Hurt is something invetable, for me.
That's the reason why I have to think before I really falling in love.

Saat seseorang jatuh, ia tidak bisa memilih kemana ia akan benar-benar jatuh
Ia bisa terbang atau entah mengambang, menunggu entah menganggapnya lalu
Semua tergantung kepada siapa mereka jatuh
Aku tahu, jatuh itu sebuah risiko, untuk terluka atau berusaha menyembuhkan luka
Tapi aku berbeda dengan ia ataupun mereka
Aku jatuh bukan untuk ia, aku sudah jatuh berkali-kali untuk mereka yang namanya pernah terpatri di suatu tempat bernama fraktura
Mereka semua membekas, meninggalkan beberapa lubang yang akhirnya berusaha untuk ku tutup dengan usahaku sendiri
Mereka tak akan peduli, karena kita memiliki perasaan kita masing-masing
Ya, perasaan adalah milik kita. Dan hak kita pula untuk memilih untuk terluka atau baik-baik saja
Sering kali kita mengatakan baik-baik saja, dan disitulah kita memilih untuk terluka
Ketika kita terluka, semua akan berlaku sebaliknya. Berusaha membalikkan keadaan agar yang terjadi adalah jika kita memilih untuk baik-baik saja.
Lalu, jatuh cinta adalah sebuah luka

Naya Anindita - Never be Enough

One of my favorite song by Naya Anindita (Film maker & Co-Host Jalan-Jalan Men)
She is one of my favorite artist too, I think because she is awseemm hahaha

Naya Anindita - Never be Enough

As the weekend rolls by
Your scent still lingers in my car
And as the morning returns
Your shape still remains on my bed
But I’m up alone again
Yet I’m driving home again

Having you for the week boy isn’t always enough
Having me for the night dear doesn’t always sit right
So why don’t you give me your time
So why don’t you give me your smile and give me your morning too?
So why don’t you give me your smile and give me your weekend too?

Voice: Naya Anindita
Lyrics: Pinky Hapsari
Music: Eduardus Pradipto

source: http://soundcloud.com/ditronic/naya-anindita-never-be

You to Fix to be Fix You

When you try your best, but you don't succeed

When you get what you want, but not what you need

When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep

Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face

When you lose something you can't replace

When you love someone, but it goes to waste

Could it be worse?

What do you think the first time you heard that song?
I don't think it can relieve my bad feeling about anything, but the lyrics is memorable for me
There's a lot of memories I can remember from the past
But the question is, "Have I learned from the past?"
I don't know, but "FIX YOU" is something that I should do
I don't know who is "YOU" exactly, but I feel I just need to do that

You, how about your own?

Did you ever feel like something is missing?

Something you'll never understand

The words above is one of Coldplay's song

Coldplay is one of my favorite band

Then,

When you love someone or something,

should we have a reason for all the things we loved?

That's not

That's why we have learned from the past

Food for Your Soul